Feb 25 2012
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I’ve completely lost interest in almost everything now.
Drinking isn’t cutting it anymore, I just chain smoke cigarettes and sit in my car with the heat on blast, or I go to my gym pedal my ass off and watch too many episodes of Bleach, then I go home lay down, watch more Bleach until the sun comes up and keep telling myself that it’s the last episode I’m gonna watch.
I’ve got two things going for me in my life. Bleach and a gym membership, outside of that I really don’t want to do anything I force myself to shower and to go to work each day. It’s all I’ve got.
I was all in and I lost on a shit-fuck hand.
