January 2011
I'm sweating just sitting here.
My tongue is so dry it’s stuck the the roof of my mouth, my lips are chapped, and I’m fucking pouring sweat because that cunt that lives below me decides it needs to be three hundred fucking degrees every time I wake up. I have a furnace so all of her heat rises plus the heat that gets put out from the furnace. Both are things that are out of my control, because she has that little...
Being childish and immature is one thing.
But instantly getting shit after getting out of a relationship is fucking retarded.
Sorry for the time we spent together that I made you fucking happy.
Sorry that I couldn’t do more for you, and that we broke up because I’m too fucking depressed.
Sorry I decided to not fucking drag you down into this fucking rut with me.
Sorry that I thought that what I was doing was for the...
Go fuck yourself
You ain’t no one to us.
I wish I gave off a friendlier vibe.
andineverdid:
I feel like I look at people like this:
But I really end up looking like this:
Mini rant.
While I sit here, in this overly pretentious french resturant waiting for Dan to walk in looking just as hung over as me, with a smile and a nickname for me for the day, which will probably be “Chantzy!” Then he’ll sit down. We’ll get coffee. We’ll talk about food, people, how fucking awful the coffee is here, and how we’re both too hungover to be awake. All of...
Thank you Dan.
For being there. 10 times out of 10.
Fucking awesome.
LOVE MY FUCKING LIFE TODAY. God fuck this shit. I’m gonna go drive off a cliff.
Current mood status.
Hate everyone.
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Good song too.
I am worthless. I am nothing. I am shit.
And just like that.
A mans best friend is gone, my best friend, my brother, his dog is gone. Did I know him as long? No, but that dog impacted my life. I loved him. He’s gone.
Drinking a glass of whiskey for Winston.
Honestly.
This is by the worst fucking month of my life. Fucking christ.
Oh my fucking christ.
SHUT THE FUCK UP.
I hate high dumb fucks.
Stop talking about fucking nothing that makes sense.
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I have absolutely nothing.
Rent? Can’t pay it. I can’t buy gas. I can’t buy food. I can’t live. I have nothing. This town has taken everything from me.
I had to pee so bad that my balls hurt.
Ain't nobody dope as me. I dress so fresh, so...
So fresh and so clean clean.
nataliejosephine asked: i texted you the other day.
Before I die I will marry my banker.
Amy is the best.
Behold a pale horse: and his name that sat on him...
Tombstone is the best movie ever.
I’m naming my kid Doc. End of story.
little-lady-bird asked: You are POOPY, STINKY, and DOPEY.
little-lady-bird asked: You are POOPY, STINKY, and DOPEY.
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This town holds on to you.
It gives you a few reasons to stay, but when it wraps its fingers around your throat, it pulls you back in, again and again and again, it’s hard to get free from something that doesn’t want you to leave. It finds ways to hold you down, keep you from ever leaving. It’s a tick that’s got itself so far into your skin you can get it out, no matter how much you dig, no matter...
I'm losing faith in myself.
And everything else. I’ve never felt this negative about life before. What is it that I’m really doing here? What purpose do I hold in this world? In this life time? I’m beyond lost. I feel completely useless.
I should probably change the name of my tumblr.
